Serving Jesus 1 day at a time

  Dear future and kids, It’s my hope that you read this with an open mind, examine it for what it says, and think really hard about the ramifications. Through out my life I have been introduced to Jesus numerous times. At 44 years old, I finally found a church to go back to. Even though as a child we never went to church as a family, I was fortunate to have gone to a church that put that first seed in me. The people never gave up on me and made sure learning was extremely fun. I wanted that for you kids, unfortunately it was giving too much power to the church and not to Jesus. Luckily though, we left before it caused too many problems. Life wasn’t always pleasant while growing up and I am truly sorry for that. I did try my hardest to stay positive and in your life. I know I was never going to give up on you. I am not perfect, and never claimed to be. I am a sinner, and we all are. The only person that never sinned was the son of God, Jesus Christ. There is a series of movies...

 I'm headed for the door Bags packed for a trip Not sure if it is the last or not  To see my kids; One last time The hardest thing I've ever done Being with them Just to be gone; Leaving them was Pure heartbreak Watching them cry Have to leave and take; That moment with me All the way to Iraq I had to see; Only sleepless nights Only thinking of them For most my moments I was empty from within; A part of me I'm not going to lie Felt so empty without them I wanted to die; I figured why go back home and fight When their fathers Got custody without me insight; Working together lying in eachothers case Just so I can return with nothing to face; The times I would call On the nights I had Both dads made it impossible It made them just sad; They didn't care what the kids were going through They just cared what evil they can put me into; Not one person Can understand What I've been through Dealing with the men and the sand; I tried many things To stay occupied I figured it w...